I Didn't Mean It

Peer pressure is an amazing thing. Peer pressure can make you do horrible things, like crack. But peer pressure also has a good side. Peer pressure can make you do wonderful things that you did not have the courage to do yourself, like make a blog :) So the moral to this story is: Don't listen to teachers at school, peer pressure is a wonderful tool used to manipulate your friends into doing things they should have been dong months ago!
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      I’m sorry. I said I’m sorry. I’ve said it multiple times now. I didn’t mean to do it. It just happened. It’s not like I planned it. I mean, I didn’t mean to hurt you. I would never hurt you, not intentionally. You know that don’t you? Of course you don’t. Because if you did, we wouldn’t be having this conversation, would we? Are you listening? Or are you ignoring me. Please don’t ignore me. Please listen.
      He was just…there! And you weren’t. You were never there. You were always off somewhere. How was I supposed to know you weren’t doing the same thing? Oh right, trust. We trusted each other. Do you trust me anymore? Of course you don’t. I don’t deserve your trust anymore. You have every right to hate me, every right to not want to look at me, every right to stop loving me. But please don’t.
      Don’t look at me with those unbearable eyes. Look at me the way you used to. Look at me tenderly. Look at me like you can’t get enough. Just look at me! See that wasn’t so bad was it? I’m still the same girl, you can see that can’t you? I’m the same girl you fell in love with all those years ago sitting in the park. You remember?
      Please forgive me.Please forgive what I did. I never loved him. He will never be in the same league as you. Why did I  do it? Because I thought you had left me forever. Why should you forgive me? Because I’m afraid to lose you. The thought of my life without you is unbearable. Do I love you? Of course I love you. My heart will never stop loving you. Do you love me?  
     Why won’t you say anything? Tell me you love me. Tell me you never stopped loving me. Tell me you forgive me. Say something!